muscleman09
Member
- Joined
- Jan 15, 2009
- Messages
- 279
- Gender
- Male
- HSC
- 2009
I feel like shit. I planned to go extremely well in my Half yearlies, with 8 hours per day study during the holidays. I did zippo. Minimal amount of work. The same amount of work, the guys at school who say they arent getting a UAI would do. I am so disgusted in my self. Literally. I know im not 'dumb', but i know im not nerdy smart. If i did casual study and more thorough preparation for my assessments/ exams, my rankings would be great as well as my stress levels being low. Everyday i wake up, with a horrible feeling in my stomach, the one you get when you feel you might vommit. I used to talk in class, and muck around, now i cant even smile, i concentrate on my work and thats it. Every day, i go to the library (during lunch) and do all my homework. I get home, go for a run, have a shower, eat, then 3 hours of pure study. After study i feel absolutely awlsome for some reason... haha.
After this weekend, there will be no computer for me, nor tv. No ipod, nothing. I dont know why, but ive actually become so focused and determined to get my desired UAI, 86. These 'horrible' feelings ive been having are simply because, i feel i wont get it, nor anywhere near it. My work ethic has been horrible, and i just wanna have a cry. Yes, big boys do cry.
I have my rankings for each of my subjects, and just wanted to know if anyone could tell me, what the possible max UAI I could get, if im 110% commited till the end of the HSC, whilst improving my rankings. I know im a smart person, but it only shows when I prepare and study well. I can pull of high 80's low 90's with good study, but my exams show a different story. 20% being my lowest, and highest being 92% <-- 1 Unit Religion... not so excited for it.
I know there are a lot of people who might be in the same situation as me. Because i know for a fact, every 17/18 year old out there, completing their HSC for 2009, cares alot about their UAI, even if they say they dont.
Is ' 86 UAI ' attainable with improvement in my rankings. Right now, they are below the level of a maggot in a pile of shit. And i know i will improve them greatly, but is improving them greatly possible, with all my subjects having 45-55% in assessments left? ( This includes trials).
My school ranking is in the 60's ( i dont know if its significant to the UAI)
The difference between my mark and some of the top marks is like... ridiculous.
Here are my ranks, & what i want to improve them to:
Current / After Trials
General Maths 30/48 ------ 15/48
Visual Arts 17/20 ----------- 10/20
Standard English 11/82 --------- 1/82
Economics 30/36 -------- 20/26
Modern History 19/24 -------- 10/24
RE 7/63 ------- 3/63
With 45-55% assessment weightings left, do you think I can get the rankings I want by the end of Trials?
Also, if im able to get those rankings, and i get high band 5's & low band 6's for some subjects, will 80+UAI be in my grasps?
I really dont want to ruin my future, by not putting in effort
Thanks for reading it, only way i can communicate my worries these days.
After this weekend, there will be no computer for me, nor tv. No ipod, nothing. I dont know why, but ive actually become so focused and determined to get my desired UAI, 86. These 'horrible' feelings ive been having are simply because, i feel i wont get it, nor anywhere near it. My work ethic has been horrible, and i just wanna have a cry. Yes, big boys do cry.
I have my rankings for each of my subjects, and just wanted to know if anyone could tell me, what the possible max UAI I could get, if im 110% commited till the end of the HSC, whilst improving my rankings. I know im a smart person, but it only shows when I prepare and study well. I can pull of high 80's low 90's with good study, but my exams show a different story. 20% being my lowest, and highest being 92% <-- 1 Unit Religion... not so excited for it.
I know there are a lot of people who might be in the same situation as me. Because i know for a fact, every 17/18 year old out there, completing their HSC for 2009, cares alot about their UAI, even if they say they dont.
Is ' 86 UAI ' attainable with improvement in my rankings. Right now, they are below the level of a maggot in a pile of shit. And i know i will improve them greatly, but is improving them greatly possible, with all my subjects having 45-55% in assessments left? ( This includes trials).
My school ranking is in the 60's ( i dont know if its significant to the UAI)
The difference between my mark and some of the top marks is like... ridiculous.
Here are my ranks, & what i want to improve them to:
Current / After Trials
General Maths 30/48 ------ 15/48
Visual Arts 17/20 ----------- 10/20
Standard English 11/82 --------- 1/82
Economics 30/36 -------- 20/26
Modern History 19/24 -------- 10/24
RE 7/63 ------- 3/63
With 45-55% assessment weightings left, do you think I can get the rankings I want by the end of Trials?
Also, if im able to get those rankings, and i get high band 5's & low band 6's for some subjects, will 80+UAI be in my grasps?
I really dont want to ruin my future, by not putting in effort
Thanks for reading it, only way i can communicate my worries these days.