Well if it is the only social thing in your life, why cut off from it. You do ridiculous things at times (like plaster porn) which causes you problems. Just be nice, civil, and enjoy yourself here. Like I said, banning you doesn't solve anything. If you really don't want to be here, then self-control should be able to do it. If you keep coming back, well maybe you didn't really want to leave in the first place.