dear mr geo elective teacher who is so so so nice to everyone: i am so sorry but i'm gonna fuck up tomorrow's viva voce so bad alright. i need to study for the english in-class essay tomorrow. plus drama performance (fun! last subject of the day.) also i'm gonna buy myself like. 3 books tomorrow. fuck you i deserve it
math my beloathed. i love the way that i can breeze through tests as long as i remember formulas and understand how different aspects of an equation relate to each other. the moment you start talking word problems to me im going no contact
next week thursday we're gonna (probably) be absent for most of our classes bc of hsc & ib drama showcase is on the entire day and we're part of the mandatory audience,,,,,,,,,, and then the day after we have athletics carnival. this is basically long weekend. fuck yeah
made a thread about my (likely) dying basil plant. if anyone who sees this knows anything about basil or even just plants in general pls send advice bc i've gotten unreasonably attached to that thing. i'm in the bathroom for around an hour every day in total, i've watched it double in height and i'm so proud of it but i'm scared we're not treating it right????? help
i forget just how much i love summer nights,,,,,,,, bro the sky was cloudless and the prettiest shades of blue-gray and pink and purple and red and orange and yellow. and i could see the stars already. i need to set up that telescope soon,,,,,,, seeing the stars and sky clearly would fix me i think.
you know what fuck religion im giving low effort and bullshit. give me that kinda bad but average-ish grade. i need to make that practice essay for english and work on my geo elective project and study for math & geography & drama. im not pretending i care about it anymore go rot in a ditch
when you try and get rid of all your immediate distractions but you realize the second you finish doing so that if you take out too many your brain goes fucking 'nuh-uh' to doing work and you reluctantly pull some of your distraction tabs back up,,,,,,, why are you like this,,,,,,,,,
finally finished that overdue assignment,,,,, its so ass compared to what i usually do but it's submitted. now i need to focus on the 2 other major projects due at the end of this week that are slightly more fun!!!
research findings (not the actual task!!!) due in like. an hour,,,,,,, and i'm not even half done,,,,,,,,, yeah no fuck this we're submitting this shit late
realizing that all my goddamn humanities will not affect me past y10,,,, so calming. *looking at the 7 assessments/projects i have within the next 3 weeks. 4 of them are humanities.*
i have like. 3 major projects due in 2 weeks. most of which i have barely done anything for. one of which is a speech. and here i am,,,, stressing over next year's eng-adv. materials,,,,,,,, how do i find myself doing everything but important schoolwork,,,,,,
every week i promise myself i'm going to be productive and every time i forget i have time blindness and greatly underestimate just how long it takes for me to do anything ever. i have finished one (1) overdue homework over the weekend. i finished it last minute. i think i am going to die in y11
also need to get this off my chest: last term made one of the best poems i've ever done. excessive 4 pages of doublespaced freeverse (+ fandom-related!!) all for an ungraded for-fun assignment. english extension & advanced teachers gave thumbs up. did so well during in-class recitation but was too scared to ask if i could recite it in year-wide poetry slam. i am still seething :head in hands: