Bored Of Studies

thats literally all ive been doing for the past week as well omfg everyday feels like a custody battle with my teachers and hw except idgaf (not really...im not nonchalant enough) AND i still i get out of bed at like 3 and say yeah thats enough time THEN HAVE THE AUDACITY TO GO BACK TO SLEEP

and ugh....sitting next to the music rooms rn and its very nice but its making me think about how good things couldve been if i werent such a deadbeat to my hw....bye ngl whatever theyre playing is giving parisian street soundtrack romance with opera i should run into a bus

OMG i set alarms for 4am, 5am too but I literally just do not wake up it’s annoying me so much ahhh

i keep telling myself that i could definitely get out of bed early to do work but that only happened once and some how im still convinced itll happen again even though its been ages also on my earlier comment about buses i think there was some accident in my area on a the main road

i used to be able to rise and shine in junior when i crammed, defs not worth it cause i can’t anymore also i’m a little slow on the bus thing

literally same i think hs has kinda been aging everyone (i mean yea of..) the ppl in my grade have such intense eyebags/pigmentation & i know some1 from another school with so much grey hairs could be genetic but yikes

& the bus thing...dw abt it i just brought it up for 0 reason

it doesnt feel real that some people r gonna be legal adults next yrr (2025ers) man wth

wait that’s actually super sad
also sorry mb