But vengance is oh so sweet, and that's okay I won't single anybody out of your friends or nine either. How are exams, must be glad to be in the final stretch? Anything else much new? Still waiting on nekkid guitar - and non naked duets for HSC
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did you edit your visitor message to remove reference to a specific person, because i swear it was different before?
Honestly, we need to have a big party and moosh our friends together, so they can see that
A)Your not just some slut i picked up randomly
B)I'm actually shy and timid and your wearing the pants in this relationship
C)We're hot shit together
who neg repped you! i will neg rep them back!
D: I got my first ever neg rep ever!
*cries*
i know, your right. and no doubt your going through a similar thing with your friends, and i know they wouldn't if they knew how much i cared for you, but i just guess i expected them to take that on face value, on my word. and thank you for being there for me, *sigh* this was my original message from last night:
"i write this not as a boyfriend, but as a friend, i am so, so unhappy with my whole life right now, and i dont know why, but i am, and i miss you, and i want you to be here with me, and not for sex, not for your body, but for someobody to hug and to hold, which nobody else has ever seemed to want to offer me aside from you."
i love you so much, and i'm very happy to hear about the 1st, and i hope i'm not putting you out by asking to see you then, and hopefully that 5% doubt dissapears, but if it doesnt, you know i will keep here waiting for you, don't you?
I've had the worst night, 3 of my closest friends spent a good part of the night paying me out because of your age. These are people who are supposed to know how desperately lonely i've been the pas few years, people who've seen me through several suicide atempts because i never thought i'd ever find somebody to love me. and at the drop of the hat, they pay out me for who i'm dating, and laugh, and keep doing it when i tell them to stop! it seems to me that they just dont take it seriously, like this is just some kind of fling, at that really pisses me off. They've always payed me out about various things, as a joke, but this has taken it to such a new level, i always thought they at the very least respected me....but i cant help thinking now that they don't, and that hurts.
Damn, u can see that! I was a little "tired and emotional" last nite and was being a bit depressing, but I'm fineish now and didn't want to worry you. I'm missing you so much too, I would give anything for a cuddle and a kiss right now. Hope the study finds u well and that u kick ass in your last few exams
this is going to sound weird, but i dont have an email. i only made a bored of studies account to get chemistry notes and i got carried away. just post or somefing.
lol good luck with all of the exams
i hav maths and ext 1 on monday so im currently studying for that
its all gud
goodnight my love, if the stars are in my favor, i'll see you soon.
for as long as you'll have me, i promise to try and give you that feeling. you are always, and forever, welcome to sleep in my arms, no matter what or who happens in the future, you have a spot there, i promise, always.
*deep, heartfelt, and long, long, hug*
I want you to sleep in my arms again soon.
sorry, i'm just bragging now. but i meant what i said in previous message. and i hate just using words, if you were here right now, i just wish you could look into my eyes, you would know how much you mean to me. you honestly give me something to believe in, to fight for, to die for and to try for. you are amazing, and amazing beyond just what you do to me, even if we weret together, i would admire and respect and honour you.
fuck, this is even sweeter, almost cried.
http://community.boredofstudies.org/5014565/post-280182.html
i feel bad i haven't dreamt of you yet
also, lol
":3 I got some sleep and dreamt of you, and now I'm HYPER-ENERGETIC! Woop Woop!"
You from Jan. Kate (from work - one who got me out of meeting, you HAVE to meet her, honestly) thinks my headaches stem from Jacob Withdrawal (her words, not mine!).
I love you jacob, honestly, and just because i say it, you dont need to say it back, not now, not ever, when i'm with you...thats all the proof of anything i need. mwah
ohhh, well that's good.
you dont need sympathy sex, i can give you, your my bf and i want to sex you sex though, or celebration sex, or i miss you very much sex.
and don't you sarcasm me boy!
:$, thank you for putting up with me. how are sexams? and sympathy sex huh? Optimistic much
You are just talking about that specific time period aren't you? *worried look* not a general statement about being free for us (sorry, I know I'm paranoid, but I've had a crap day and I'm stressed, and I miss you, and I know you've got your own stuff on and don't for a minute let me interfere with that, 'cause i remember all too well the shitness of exams and I'm rambling now)
lol.... interesting.... sympathy sex eh? that makes u feel better?
optimism is good!!! any more exams to do? -
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