and damn, hate having to spread the visitor messages out like that, damn character limits! read them from bottom to top
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I wish you luck in the assignments my dear, just remember that if you dig your fingernails in really tight then let go, the relief of no pain feels better than not having the pain inflicted at all, you will get quite a high when it's all over.
Love you muchly and the way you put up with my complete and utter insanity!
Yay for holidays soon. And i don't believe you aren't good at suprises, i would have picked you as an expert at them. Though i take your point about the romance and sentimentality, but hey, i've got enough for both of us! and you are rather sweet....i guess
<3
I won't get my hopes up for the end of the week, that way if it does happen it'll be all the more wonderful. Though *wink wink* parents are out on Friday night and i do fly back from the dreaded canberra then. Ugh, we're getting training from LIFE COACHES - they're really upbeat and sacchirine sweet, and make us do personality tests like somehow we can all be defined by one of 4 letters. Booo, hiss! but meh, free flights, food, accomodation, $70 travel allowance, subsidised drinks and a day of bludging won't be too bad.
Athletics carnival! Ours was optional in year 12, we could either go or stay home and "study" 3 people showed up, none of them competed.
If you really feel the need to get me something physical, something warm wouldnt go astray, but i'd rather you didnt, anything that makes me smile or happy (i.e. you) is surely a good prezzie in anybodys books.
FINE i wont shower you with gifts, espescially not when Kate called me a pedo-bear today!
Your right, I do quite like some of the stuff by Cartoon - shock! we agree on something musically. But i do quite like them. So what, you have to haul their stuff to the airport, or into big vans? I'm guessing you don't go with them?
I'm very sure - it isn't pissweak, I know how much you loathe photos, in a way I'm asking a lot of you. Yeah, last week was fucked all around. But yay, new week, it's still glossy and full of promise.
Sorry I havent exactly covered myself in glory these past few days have i?
As for prezzies, you don't need to get me anything, a chance to see you soon, a kiss, and maybe letting me take a nice photo of us together (OH AND A CARD! I <3 birthday cards!) is more than i could possibly hope for.
Sorry love, u don't need to babysit me! I very rarely get like that, and even when I do its just untill morning breaks and I sober up. The problem is I spend more time worrying about the fool I've made of myself than I do at the time I send the msgs.
ALSO it is NOT a rip off of say a little prayer! It's the mamas and the papas!
Well, I totally contradicted myself there didn't I? *bangs head against wall* I don't remember what I said, I delted the SMS (which is never a good sign), but I hope we're okay love, I know I can get really weird when I get in that headspace - i can go from happy as larry to teetering over the edge (usually happens at around drink number 18), but I love u so much, are we okay? Are YOU okay? I'm hoping that you saying that alcohol is an excuse for most things still holds true
further to that PM if i could have one wish this year it is to slow dance with you to 'Dream a little dream of me' - honestly, i would treasure that forever
You know i used to drink myself stupid and want to kill myself and was oh so miserable.....now, well, i still drink myself stupid, but when i do, all i can do is think how great my life is because of you, you honestly saved me from myself jacob, before i met you i was so close to spiralling out of control, but no longer *hug*
lol. What stories?
They're all lies.
That's true he probably wouldn't mind, so I'll hold you to your promise of a serenade. Ohh aren't you a busy boy. What gig are you doing that for? Just remember it will be over soon. And if the gods are smiling, we might serendipitously run into each other somehow this weekend (ie I will stalk you). I have to go to Canberra again next week *cold* but then eek! Birthday in like 10 days, Ima gonna be old, better get me something biatch - even if it is some of your company orrr a nice picture with joo, probably be the best prezzie I get. Gosh, I can't believe you've still got assignments, they seem to give out more these days I never remember getting that many when I did HSC when are your holidays and trial HSC love?
PS extra huggles for Jakey, I do hope your okay darling, u know I worry.
How u going with assignments love? Bet u can't wait for the weekend?
Also, next time you come over, bring your guitar, i really enjoyed hearing you play and sing *blush* despite what you thought! i did
You use BoS to study! I've never heard such things (ps I'm premium if u want any of the premium notes).
Don't be silly, ur not shit at anything, I'm shit at being thanful for what ive got. You have been more than accomodating given how busy uve been with HSC
Ignore that last msg love, I just woke up and realised how stupid and needy it is to ask somebody to write back to what should have been just a nice, heartfelt msg from me. It shouldn't need anything in return, I do know how you feel about me and you show it when you see me or make me laugh, that's all that matters. Enjoy your week love, keep on smiling!
no reply to my PM love? Sowi, I know I'm a pain, I know ur busy but i miss your long sweet PM's in response to mine (not every time of course you'd spend all your time doing it!), but once in a while, it lifts my spirits.
I like written D&M's and photos, you may have noticed, my two best 21st presents were a photo album and a heartfelt letter (LONG OVERDUE! from him, waited like 4 years before he even acknowledged he had emotions about anything at all) from my bestie. I know that might seem a bit weird, but it stems from probably my most fucked up trait which is my lack of self belief - somehow i can only believe some things when they're sitting right in front of me in a physical manifestation.
Hope you get your last 2 assignments done.....then the other 3.....then the other 50 million. *hugs*
damn, and i thought i had several years worth of prezzies worked out for you, dang nabbit.
Sorry about upset parents, but not as sorry as i would have been if you didnt come, so YAY, net happiness!
Hahaha, i fear random parties - give me butterflies in the tummeh, but i also always end up enjoying them, so thats good.
If the gods are smiling, I will hopefully get to see you before my birthday, and if so I would really like it if YOU picked out what we do, purty please, I am happy to do absolutely anything you want - it doesnt even need to end up with sex or a sleep over, ANYTHING! and if we cant do that before my birthday, we must do it after yours - or around mine (making you happy would be a wonderful birthday prezzie)
Hope your still sane! Remember, there is light at the end of the tunnel. You now have less time left in your HSC than you've done sofar (i think)
PS going out soon, apologies in advance if i relentlessly message you!
bahaha, going over our old visitor messages, i'm such a flirt/slut, also discovered i declared my love for you on Jan 30, in the wee hours of the morning, before we'd even slept together, but i deleted it before you could read it.
I said, quote
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Not sleeping very well either. I will be very very forward and say: I love you. ( listen to a avril lavigne " things I'll never say"
<3
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just ignore the part about avril
ALso, you wanted some dates/plans
Wed June 30: My Birthday! Dinner at the Hunters Hill Hotel with family, nothing special, you would probably be home by 10pm easily if you came
Fri Jul 2: Dinner with Mo, Kate and others - in the city - you have been specifically invited. Have nfi how the night would pan out, but you obviously got could home right after dinner.
Jul 12th: YOUR BIRTHDAY, whats happening? I'm happy to be involved in whatever you think is best - even if thats nothing at all. -
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