Alright, so I'm having one of those 'I've hit a brick wall in my performance and can't go any further, insert overly dramatic sigh here because I am a serious actress' phases, again. I keep going back to my script, going on the old saying that I'll find the answers I seek if I keep going back, but I have the feeling that without the backstory, my monologue doesn't really make sense. I blamed it on the fact that I may have chosen poorly on my script since it's an adaptation and sort of a recount of my characters actions. Perhaps I've chosen too hard a role? Whatever the case, I've hit a point where I don't enjoy drama anymore because I feel incredibly stressed about it, and everything I do is pointless and not getting me anywhere. At other times, I feel as though I'm overdoing the acting, or not being theatrical enough, and then when I practice I feel as though I fail at life and should have done costume design for As you Like It. If anybody has any tips as to break through this wall, (ahah you thought I was going to make a fourth wall joke!) please, please, please give me your advice. I'm only getting a little on edge about the Trials being not too far away... and may resort to attempting my own suicide on the day of the HSC. I may or may not have already purchased a rope... and am really kidding even if I have become incredibly impossible because of this darn project. Help please!