Ok i'm going to give it blunt, I am extremely bad at English, yes really bad. Can't write an essay for shit , can't write a narrative can't do anything. I don't read any of the texts or anything. My tutor has been carrying my internal mark for English as I have just been memorising his essays and getting lucky and getting good marks, but if I were to write an essay from scratch or narrative I genuinely can't without the aid of ChatGPT. Subsequently my rank for English is somehow really good (for my standards) , but I know deep down I do not deserve it at all. As all i do is just memorise, however this method has been working for me but I am unsure of what to do when Trials or HSC comes, where I am afraid memorising isn't enough? Could anyone please assist me , as my trial exam is coming up I dont think the gap from now to trials will be a lot significantly but I hope by the HSC i get good.