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  • Suffer = the value for peace.
    Suffer the pain of the world, and your dream will become world peace.

    Although peace is not the ultimate goal, but the start for a better future, you cannot have happiness, let alone bliss, without peace.


    F*CK THIS STUPID WASTE OF TIME GOODBYE AGAIN!!
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    My depression is cured, but I’m dealing now with the struggles of…
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    That’s it. Goodbye.
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    (Not from the future, 4th of November to be exact): suffering does not always equal to the value for world peace, what it does always equal to however is the desire for the freedom of potential.
    And f*cker who tells you what you can and cannot do, without even giving you the chance to use your own brain to make such decisions, is an ENEMY!
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    I too was once a teenager (I technically still am one), and I realise just how much potential everyone has to single-handedly change the world, but even when we believe we can for a single moment in our lives, we end up forgetting and slip back into our worst ways.
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    Don't grow into a cynical adult or someone who is 'realistic', (I hate those identified, anti-dreamers), since this is NOT how it's supposed to be (even though over 80% of the world is now depressed), just imagine if YOU were the main character, maybe you are? Either way, main character or not, you deserve to have an enjoyable life with adventure.
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    This thread post on "boredofstudies" explains the nuanced details of how to do just that, ONCE AND FOR ALL!!
    Value.
    I want to find what it is that I value so much, that I forget that I even exist. Meaning that all I am are simply the experiences that come my way on my path towards my ultimate goal, which is also linked to that unwavering, absolute value.
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    In any war, each side points at their opponent, and makes it their dream to make sure their future is not in the hands of their enemies. The consequences of Stalin or Hitler winning the 20th century wars, is obviously a clear end to humanity as we know it. And with the dream to prevent that our ancestors successfully ended the tyranny of great evils.
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    The dream to not be apart of something, is just as strong as the dream to be apart of something.
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    Goodbye.
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    I'll be waiting until the day I can guess the colour of your Bugatti 🤑
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    yeah… I’m still working on starting ‘that storyline’, but I’ve gotten closer than ever now!
    Here’s a ‘sneak peak’ towards the purpose that I’ve decided for myself finally:
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    Lith_30
    damn, pretty cool
    also the hype for chainsaw man anime is crazy, will probably watch it after the hsc tho 😔
    Are you proceeding with your plan?
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    I was just told about you by @Hivaclibtibcharkwa , so I am back.
    Yes, I am proceeding.
    I have just finished yesterday my studies on C# [A programming language], and I am having fun with all the games I am making to practice programming for this current unit.
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    I have also been drawing and reading books everyday, as well as working out and bulking 4 days a week.
    I have pretty much quite anime and manga, and I’m drawing instead within that free time to make my own manga.
    I have a final lesson to share, and it’s the ‘secret’ to ever lasting motivation, as I’ve found out myself finally, since I’ve been successful at long last in everything I do daily since a week ago:

    cross everything off your to do list FIRST, so all that remains are the things that are on your bucket list to cross off.
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    This list can even include getting 100% on all video games, and put your Saturdays to doing just that task and anything else you prefer over the rest. However, every other day is dedicated JUST to the most tedious that you want out of the way, and you KNOW that a feeling of a load will be lifted off your shoulders once it’s done.
    That’s it.
    Ok, bye everyone 👋 ✌
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    This was dumb advice, don’t listen to it (it takes forever to cross off the things that you don’t need, like “complete all video games till 100%”.
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    To sum up the real reason why this is dumb advice:
    One should not have to earn their right to be the person they want to be and trust the things they want to have a personal relationship with, such as your motivations/inspirations.
    Bye 👋
    (I won’t come back, but you’ll all hear of me in the future, don’t worry about that)
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    Just remember my nickname, [Blank], for those that are genuinely curious.
    jimmysmith560
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    Best of luck [Blank]!
    TURNS OUT MY COLLEGE STARTS IN 1 WEEK INSTEAD!!!!
    I LOVE coincidences!!!!
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    That was partly a lie, since I found it as something I *could* value and turn it into a goal. Even now it could still become something I value.
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    Anything can become a person’s calling in life so long as they are under the right conditions internally.
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    These conditions can be set up intentionally, but after playing around with this and turned it into a tendency, I have now become a maniac who’s value in thinks get turned off immediately and I chase the initial feeling one can get from the ‘first encounter’ of that calling.
    I become ‘The Chosen One’ all the time, but have yet to fulfil any purpose.

    Time to slow down.
    I’ll just say it now, I’ve been depressed for the past 4 years.
    Not from sadness, but from numbness.
    I’m being so open about it, even with friends reading this, since it is FINALLY no longer a concern.
    As for whether or not I’ll tell my family, well, I don’t care about bringing up past events anymore than I need to.
    I’ll just act more energetic, and they should get the idea.
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    I LOVE EVERYONE!!! AHHH~
    This is so weird, I didn’t think I was like this!
    Directrix
    Directrix
    Why are we so mad, look at his goals wanting to become a "trillion air".

    But then he could be a genius because selling air could be profitable in polluted countries.
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    HOLY MOTHER OF GOD!!! I’M ALIVE! I’M ACTUALLY ALIVE!!!
    I’m going to cry, I’M ACTUALLY GOING TO CRY!!!
    I’M ‘ME’!! MEEEEEE!!!!!!
    It took SOOOOO long, BUT I’M BEI MY HONEST AND PURE AND AUTHENTIC AND YOUNG AGAIN!!
    I’M ACTUALLY CRYING WHAT THE HELLLLL
    AAAAAAHHHHHH!!!
    I LOVE YOU ME!! I’LL NEVER LOOSE MYSELF AGAIN, I PROMISE!!!
    4 long years… 🥺😖
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    I’m so glad it happened just before college starts, now I’m ready for anything, whether it be taking over the world, or falling in love!! 😫😣😖😭 MY HEART IS EXPLODING!!!!
    Philosophy and Psychology are dumb to me now.
    Everything I learn, results in its self destruction.
    It took me 3 months of studying Buddhism to question why it’s so hard to do something so simple as a kid while as an adult/teenager. And the answer is simple, OVERTHINKING.
    ok, this is the last I’ll talk about any of my ideas like THIS, since I genuinely don’t like it.
    Directrix
    Directrix
    I like the idea of doing carefully dangerous acts to get you more exposed to risk-taking or to realise that there is no need to panic or get stressed in a certain situation. Chuck yourself in the deep-end but also have the ability to bail out.
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    A better way of putting the “self destruction tactic” into words, is, “burning off your beliefs, conclusions, memories, identities, and philosophies.”
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    Lol, I think I finally understand perhaps why @Directrix was semi-cyber bulking me. If I’m wrong then I’m wrong, but if I’m right, then thanks for “throwing me in the deep end”.
    hello immortal, how is hsc coming along for you
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    Alright. However, I don’t study for them, and haven’t for the past 2-3 months.
    The reason:
    1 - filler
    2 - not for me
    3 - takes up time from studying subjects and skills I’ll personally require within the game industry
    4 - high school doesn’t teach the necessary subject material for any work-force.
    5 - I don’t care
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    My parents still care about how I neglected high school however… they just won’t let go!
    This story will make you live your 'Greatest' life:

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    Thankfully, since I’ve snapped back to reality, I started weightlifting, drawing, and turned life into a game of different ‘missions’ to accomplish.
    I’m going in for the grind, but also for the reward and the satisfaction of doing things through MY OWN EYES.
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    If you don’t understand what I mean, I hope you start your journey of self destruction, study psychology, and then lose the purpose of it, so you come out wise, but also successful.
    (Wisdom can freeze A LOT of people, I learnt that first hand - trust me, even being aware of this fact doesn’t DO anything)
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    My emotions are almost as sensitive as they were 2 years ago, meaning that I’m almost half way to the ‘high’ that I was at 5 years ago.
    My sleep schedule: 8 PM-3 AM (7 hours of sleep)
    Study schedule: 4 AM-7 PM (15 hours of study)
    Fun Fact (not really fun): I work as long as Elon Musk [Unfortunately not as hard - but I still get an hour more sleep than him at least]
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    Goal: Work harder than Elon Musk consistently. And don't ruin sleep schedule till immortality has been achieved, so I don't have to sleep.
    Ultimate Goal: Prove myself right.
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    Sorry, I changed my mind. I will do one, but I decided to fix myself up first.
    I'm still unauthentic and I want to prevent myself from procrastinating.
    I'll be doing a minimalist approach for a few weeks, so I'll see you later or from time to time.
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    Goals: NO MUSIC, NO GAMES, NO FUN, NO LEAVING THE TEXTBOOK, NOTHING BUT EXAMS.
    (Exercise only at 5 PM - 10 minutes and intense)
    Reward: Come back to socializing with a new mind.
    I've been ignoring my goals for too long, time to ignore any pressures.
    Bye everyone, see you all in the holidays in moderation.
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    Dude the lecture notes are much more important than the textbooks
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