my mum always said I spent too much times with my friends
they can't do anything for me
improve my study
feed me or cloth me etc.
and she literally tried to drill it in my head that I didn't need friends...
which is pretty harsh. But it saddens me. it's complicated
As much as I love them, I'd probably do a lot better if it was just me because I wouldn't have anybody to talk to so I'd just get on with my work haha.