I cried and cried (2 Viewers)

[Codename_Alpha]

Before grad I was joking with my year advisor about how I really was not ready to leave. He was like you have to...I have to get rid of you.

God this week has been so emotional. I was brought to tears after my last bio lesson on tues, my bio teacher came so close to tears when I stayed back to talk to him that it wasnt funny and he was like "I'm not meant to get all teary I'm a guy". Oh how sweet...he's like family to me (I dont have much of an extended family so I sort of created my own). I dont know how many times I hugged him last week...pathethic really. After bio, at our luncheon, after of luncheon, after graduation etc. etc.

I cried all through grad and I never cry so it was so weird. I think i'm like grieving or something...like seriously devastated.

 

[mack]

Yeah, this whole year I thought of nothing but how much I wanted to leave the hellhole of school and now Im sad ill never sit in another class there again. Schoolbells, taking lunch in a brown paper bag, periods, detention, uniforms, assemblies, its all over.I feel sort of confused as well, completely unsure of whats in store for me in the future. There were many tears at the grad assembly, many many tears.....

 

[Codename_Alpha]

how weird? Anyone else do anything as strange as me?

 

[A_J_Gray]

yeah im not the same either
i used to walk my dog every day
now his lead just sits in the bowl

 

[mack]

Yeah I went and sat in my empty economics class for half an hour from 4.30pm onwards and just relived the good times. I never realised how creepy schools are when nobody is in them.

 

[Hotsauce]

I took a few momentos (posters, evacuation plans, dusters, bunsen burners etc).

 

[Codename_Alpha]

Like do any of u think my stress responce was a bit tooooooo weird...like some people at school do...god my best friend followed me and photographed me hugging my bio teacher..damn

 

[A_J_Gray]

be honest to ureself
is there anything a little more in that hug than just a hug?
do you have feelings for him

 

[Codename_Alpha]

thats crazy hes like family to me

 

[mack]

I think we feel wierd because school is all we have known for the last 13 years. Every day, we have come to school and toiled and mucked around in class until 3, and now, its all gone.

 

[Codename_Alpha]

I gottatop blurting out stuff I'll get myself in trouble

 

[Codename_Alpha]

like the head teacher science hates me blah blah

 

[A_J_Gray]

so your from artarmon
have u ever heard of artarmon oval

 

[Codename_Alpha]

Live like 30 sec away from it

 

[Codename_Alpha]

do u think my friend should be like the paparazzi though or are there boundaries

 

[Iron]

Our school's shutting down HSC after us, so a few teachers will get the sack as a result...it's a bit sad.

 

[veanz]

all the pics on grad day of me are blotchy and red, nose running...i was pretty indifferent bout it that final week, until i watched this thankyou video we made for the teachers in the hall.. and i cried so much for the rest of the day till i could cry no more. it was beautiful, bitter sweet

 

[twiddla]

that brings back memories of cricket down there for school in yr 10 - geez i've travelled past there every day for 6 yrs now no more it's scary

 

[tomorrows_angel]

yeah it's hard to believe it's all over...
7 exams and then no more school ever.
Our graduation assembly i spent the whole time sitting there trying to hold back tears, cos no one else seemed sad during it, cept the school captain.
and then i left straight after the assembly finished cos i didn't want to get all upset and cry and make a fool of myself. everyone else stayed back so i kinda regret it, but i had a formal dress fitting and i think it was better this way, i can expend all my sadness at home where no one will see me.

 

[MoNNiE]

my last weeks..
i didn't take many pictures and i was too lazy to get pplz autographs
i kinda regret not doing that now!