Personally, I'm struggling with English this year. Despite being in the second class and maintaining a rank of about 20, I'm finding the course incredibly difficult. I have trouble reading and understanding classics (ie: Emma and Antony and Cleopatra) and I have difficulty in analysing contexts and relating them back to the point of the entire module/AOS.
Why? Because I was never taught properly.
There are the select few who manage to understand the concepts of the modules and the AOS perfectly fine because they were the ones who were able to pick up on the ideas and the basis of such things like analysing texts, picking meaning and contexts out of things, and so on. Lets face it: with this Syllabus, if you don't know how to analyse texts and pick meaning and ideas out of it until its basically in pieces, you're not going to do as well in the HSC than if you /can/ do the mentioned.
Because I struggle to understand these ideas and how to do the tasks at hand, I find myself hating the subject. Im sure that if i'd managed to grasps such concepts in a younger grade I could understand the ideas to a greater extent and would therefore be doing better in comparison to what I am doing now.
Then there's the aspect of the course that targets specific areas, such as creative writing or (in the case of assessments) performing speeches. There are some people that literally can /not/ do these tasks. Some people don't have a creative bone in their body. Others, like myself, make themselves sick at the thought of public speaking, let alone speaking infront of people who are assessing you. There are aspects of the course that target certain skills specifically. Forget not being able to spell or use correct grammar: If you can't write a decent narative or speak infront of an audience, there goes near to 15% of your grade.
I really would have preferred it if it was a requirement to be taught in the younger grades specifically how to do exactly what we're required in the HSC. At least then we'd be able to at least expect what was coming when we reached year 12. Maybe then, too, it wouldn't seem like such a "difficult" course.