oh god... i am freaking. half my subjects i feel totally in control of, the other half i feel totally awful in. english drama and bio, i think i'll be fine. maths modern and ext eng.... it doesnt bear thinking about. oh crap. no matter how i study i dont feel like its sinking in, i did about 5 hours today and i feel like all i did was pick up my pen and twiddle it around all day (i didnt) but thats how it feels. plus i do not think i will be thoroughly enough prepared for either modern or ext eng... well at least in modern section one you can fudge your way through if you've any common sense at all - but thats not the section im scared of (National Studies = run and hide...fucking hitler).
the hsc is making ppl go crazy...look at me, i just badmouthed modern and its tied for being my fave subject!! geez...