Nervous Breakdown (2 Viewers)

[leannespeaks]

and yes there is beauty in the breakdown....it feels good after you did...trust me...its like...releasing some heavy chains ...

 

[leannespeaks]

nervous breakdowns are fun!
I have a series of minor freakouts since the end of year 11 (intensified by non school related factors), yet year 12 has really just topped it off nicely. Last week I ended up crying/screaming and refusing to go to school, despite having an english ext. assessment task that morning. I had to talk to my eng. teacher on the phone, come into school a complete mess and then go to the doctor to get yet another doctors certificate because i'm a psycho.

My trials start tomorrow and I haven't studied. More fun!
Please note I am first/second in my year in every subject and was DUX last year. Haha, that just puts the expectation on a little bit. Loving life.

OH GOD..Thats sounds...familiar..

yikes....its me?!

 

[-may-cat-]

and yes there is beauty in the breakdown....it feels good after you did...trust me...its like...releasing some heavy chains ...

um... did i say otherwise?

 

[wLym]

My whole HSC is a breakdown. Trials tomorrow and feeling the most fucked ive ever felt. All this for a number out of 100. fuck, the hsc is like a glorified donkeys penis.

 

[o7nesss]

been there done that!!!
it feels good tho
i blame art

 

[sarah512]

im kicking ass this year

nice to know your confident! had your trials yet?

 

[ctrlaltv]

I don't really have nervous breakdowns, but I keep dreaming about getting UAIs of like 60 and wake up feeling like bashing the shit out of someone. Sometimes, I just randomly think about getting a low UAI and feel like shit. I'm aiming for 88, yet I procrastinate ALOT and can't seem to do anything about it. Exam on Friday, and I haven't studied. yay!

 

[soap~]

I'm stressed right now to the point where I just want to cry.
Would probably cry tears of V. oh how terrible

 

[Black Hawker]

Was stressed out yesterday preparing for Paper 2 English.

Felt like not caring, and giving up. First time I felt it that strong.

 

[-may-cat-]

does anyone else get really strange and vivid dreams when their stressed out?

 

[dood09]

I'm stressed right now to the point where I just want to cry.
Would probably cry tears of V. oh how terrible

hope u fail

 

[ctrlaltv]

does anyone else get really strange and vivid dreams when their stressed out?

*raises hand*

 

[-may-cat-]

*raises hand*

any idea why? i thought it might be cuz im waking up at like 5.30 to study when im still in REM sleep?

 

[Dr.Chau]

any idea why? i thought it might be cuz im waking up at like 5.30 to study when im still in REM sleep?

Do you ever have dreams that seems so vivid and so real like that you really can't differentiate the events in a dream from real life?

 

[-may-cat-]

Do you ever have dreams that seems so vivid and so real like that you really can't differentiate the events in a dream from real life?

yea, when im stressed out. Its not as if their bad dreams or anything, just very real.

 

[Black Hawker]

hmmm, felt kinda the same way yesterday.

at least its over now. *yuss!*

Yeah, no more English assessment until HSC!

Still not too motivated with my other trials exams.

 

[Zrap]

Is listening task easy?

 

[Zippora]

listenings tasks are a bitch.
really bad breakdowns happening with people at my school during trials
i have those dreams too.

 

[leannespeaks]

Before i did my english paper 2....i remember i was dreaming about exam papers with legs!!!!! running towards me...

lol
a sure sign i was stressing...

 

[Triple777ER]

nice to know your confident! had your trials yet?

yeah Trials finished on 15th August, my b'day, so yeah it was pretty relaxing.