I'm doing my hsc this year. Although my marks have been very poor, since year 11. Ever since I moved from Melbourne to Sydney at 2008, i lost the motivation to study due to family problems such as relatives death and my mum being abused by my dad.It was very hard for me to move, since I loved being at Victoria. At year 9 in Vic, they offered me to study the VCE subjects at year 10. It made me very angry to have move to sydney and all the hard work i put into when I was in Victoria). I was in the top math class, and if i continue in year 10, i would probably be able to do methods or specialise. Although when i came up to NSW. The head teacher put me into Math general also known as standard. I was not good in it, since at Victoria I was learning more complex math. Tried to persuade my teacher to put me in 2 unit math, since i knew i would be able to cope with it and i found it more fun than standard but she disagree and thought I couldn't do it. Coming to sydney was hard, the work was completely different and i dislike it for many things. I had family problems back down in Vic and my rents seperated my dad left to Sydney. My dad persuaded my mum to come to sydney, so she did. Promise me that we weren't going to have any more problems. Although coming here, became 2 problems. Still had family problems, my mum nearly died and I was the one who found her in a room trying to suicide. I became lazy to study since I couldn't handle the problems was facing. Teachers think that I'm lazy but inside it was due to too much stress. I couldn't handle it.
I'm doing poor in chemistry and physics. I've chosen the wrong subject and drop a subject, which i really regret on. Since i've would of done better in that one than physics or chem. I'm still confuse on what career path will i do. I just miss out on my chemistry half yearly. Don't have a doc cert to fix it and don't know what to do. My friend said it counts as 1 unit, if so then i just stuffed up since I'm only doing 10 units. I been away from school mostly, due to family problems and relative death, which have drag me down in school work. Not sure if i should drop out, but something is holding me from doing it. I don't want to drop out now since their are couple more terms left. Do you reckon, for me to drop out or continue on? I don't study much, and i know if i don't im destroying my future. I'm regretting alot of stuff i've done in the past, and wish that i can turn back the time and fix alot of the mistakes I've done.
I'm doing poor in chemistry and physics. I've chosen the wrong subject and drop a subject, which i really regret on. Since i've would of done better in that one than physics or chem. I'm still confuse on what career path will i do. I just miss out on my chemistry half yearly. Don't have a doc cert to fix it and don't know what to do. My friend said it counts as 1 unit, if so then i just stuffed up since I'm only doing 10 units. I been away from school mostly, due to family problems and relative death, which have drag me down in school work. Not sure if i should drop out, but something is holding me from doing it. I don't want to drop out now since their are couple more terms left. Do you reckon, for me to drop out or continue on? I don't study much, and i know if i don't im destroying my future. I'm regretting alot of stuff i've done in the past, and wish that i can turn back the time and fix alot of the mistakes I've done.
it's amazing how well you're coping so far.
