i just think you will find out the truth for yourself sooner or later, because ultimately there is no hiding it.
through your actions you will either be single the rest of your life, a womaniser, unhappy, in denial, married to a goldigger, actually in love with a family etc.....what is happiness and where wil it take you?
you cant make all these decisions about what love and sex is until you have been there and tried them. Im not saying have random sex- but if thats what it takes for you to realise 'the truth' so be it, just as it takes the majority if girls to read cosmo and for guys to have mates and chat about everything to think they have a grasp on areas of life too big for them
at this point id like to remind ppl we r microscopic in the greater scheme of things
and typing area r done on purpose to piss off spell check