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what did everyone get up to today?

passion: music or multimedia..or work in a zoo but that is nearly impossible. i realised i am influenced a lot by others. but i just have this feeling that i have to please my parents and what not. Im not a very independent person :(

i have more interest in computer stuff, multimedia sorts of things like animation and games design. I also love music - i don't take the subject, but music is in my blood, i just really love it. my mums side of the family is quite musical so i guess thats where i got it from.

aussie dad, asian mum, dads more pushy with this medicine thing though. I'm not going to stop the band, its like my only source of enjoyment at the moment. Obviously I'm not going to let it take over my life right now, but its just this thing which i can look forward to every week. i...

yeah. i have absolutely no interest in medicine. and my dad keeps telling me that i don't have to be a GP and i know that, he reckons i should specialise in something, but i just don't want to do it. I just don't think i would enjoy it at all.

BLAAAH I have a biology excursion tomorrow >.> what a wonderful way to waste my time and miss out on one of the days i finish early >.> we are going to a rock platform to examine the organisms that live there..........its going to be so boring >.> and i have to be at school before 8am tomorrow D:

haha it was long but oh well. as u can probably see, i don't take music as a subject. :( if i did i think my parents would laugh at me. They keep telling me I should do something in science or medicine or engineering but I don't think my heart is in that stuff anymore. If i had to do anything in...

The fact that ive try so hard in everything and have gotten nowhere..like i totally give up on everything. Also the fact that i feel like im a burden on everyone else. I have no hope, no motivation, no future and am worthless. Sorry i dont want to annoy everyone here with my tales of woe so ill...

thats kinda the point. i don't want to live

yeah pretty much..

can i just sleep forever and never wake up?

i ceebs.

idk. i have no idea what i want to do either so dw.

what's this seminar everyone is talking about??

whoops i meant cbf** anyway, yeah...i am really behind in maths, i have a lot of chemistry and biology homework but I'm really not bothered. tbh I'm not bothered with anything anymore. It's like I've completely lost interest in life. i don't know whats wrong with me. I just don't find enjoyment...

oh yeah i have homework i just dbf doing it.

i am so bored T_T theres nothing to do >.>

i used to love kpop so much. B2ST <3

me from normal public high school :P

ehh imma sleep now. i did no hw today...T_T i just sat and watched school of rock for the 1 billionth time this arvo and played guitar for the rest of the evening. :P gotta get up early tomorrow..NOOOO D: :'( Goooooodnightttt