hey shiny, dont worry mate, the same kinda thing happened to me, only she was basically my best friend, and i lost her, i knew i wasnt good enough to be by her side.. my formal sucked as well, she was my date only it felt like i was alone becuz she just ignored me the whole night and then hooked up with my friend at our after party... i got so drunk that night, so did she, we woke up in a park... she was there, i should of just gone home but i had to look after her, she didnt even thank me, i woke up with bleeding knuckles on my right hand... apparently i smashed some bottles and punched a fence in my drunken state...so much pain ive had to face since she stopped talkin to me, shes realised shes hot, and to cool to hang out with me, but now when i see her, she wont even look me in the eye, i think shes oblivious to the pain shes put me through, and im not just whinging, ive had many relationships and they pretty much always fuck up and i move on and get over it, but this was 2 years ago and it still hurts, when you know that there was something there and u lost it , it doesnt leave u, it haunts u forever. fuck love thats what i say...but its not the end of the world, theres plenty more hoes out there haha no offence girls...